Dear Blogger,

So after the Colin Date #2 (which is the official title as of now) Charlotte - the high school fag hag - was like, "So I hear you were just on a date?" And I'm like, "'cha". She asked me to describe him and I said, "Well, Colin is a senior at Haverford and he's really Irish with red hair and everything." And then she said the weirdest thing to me:

"Didn't you used to date a guy with red hair?"

Uh...I had to think for a while. Not because I had five thousand ex-boyfriends (not even close). But because I haven't really noticed red hairness before. But yeah, she was right. Which is kind of scary. But another thing I noticed is that the only guys who have been interested in me are from Ireland or thereabouts.

Anyway, I wanted to flesh out is my constant need to be in touch with people. So in the case with Colin, its really different. So I don't really know how to deal with it. I tried calling him today and he didn't pick up. So I left a message telling him to call back. I didn't really have anything to say to him, I just wanted to talk to him and say hi. You know, whatev. I wish I could see him more often but my schedule is so full, its disgusting.

How should I proceed? Should I lay off of him for a while? Give him his space - relatively? Or should I call him again tomorrow? Should I give him a call now?

ahhh *dies*