So today marks a day in which I finally realized that I can't help not being liked. There are going to be people who dislike me, even hate me and I am going to feel bad about it. But its not like I can do anything about it.

I always was the guy who bent over backwards for people or helped them out so that they don't think anything bad of me. I mean, it never got to the extremes (I don't think) but I was always that guy. And today, when one of my friends blew up in my face and basically ended our relationship because he thinks that I am immature and stuck in high school, I realized that perhaps I shouldn't be the guy who goes around pleasing everyone. I can't change the way I am, my personality. I certainly don't think I'm immature. But I don't know. People can perceive others differently.

So I can't do this anymore. I realized that the friends I have now are the ones that I chose and the ones that I can keep. I don't know, it doesn't make sense but you gotta deal with it, bitch. Cuz I ain't.

PS. Heroes is awesome.