So I was talking to one of my coworkers today about opening up an account with an electronic bank (such as ING Direct) so I can save my money since I spend too much. They have 4.04% interest or something which is a lot for a savings account. Anyway, I might consider doing that. Have some sort of "secret" account to save money and when there's a rainy day I'll be like, "It's okay, I have tons of junk in my ING account. yay."

Transition to Chris. So he can't make it to the Friday Common Ground. Which disappointed me. I mean, now that its been a while since he said it, I am not really that disappointed anymore, but at the same time it's still a bummer. So I asked him when he's free again and he is totally not free until the 4th of November.

It is just my luck to meet a wonderful guy who I really like and have him be the busiest person in the universe. First it was Colin and now it is Chris. But this time, I think, Chris is different and I am actually going to back off and let him do whatever. Fortunately, I'm able to talk to him online on AIM so its not like I have no contact with him. But at the same time, I really want to see him. I plan on discussing this with him next time I see him online. Or I might chicken out, depends.

But I'm sick and tired of investing all of these feelings into one person and to have that person be like, "Oh, weekend's booked, sorry." Sure, at least he's not "DENNIS IS MY WHOLE WORLD" which would be creepy. But I guess I need some middle ground.

I don't know what I need. I need it to be November 4th. And I need to get into the 98 percentile on my PCATs. And I need more money. And a coat.