You're lucky that when I was feeling very unattractive, fat, and lonely, I didn't write in my blog about it, whining and complaining. But deep inside, behind the joyous smiles, I was hurting for some love. And ever since the ex-bf episode (in which we reconnected - physically) I was even more yearning for some sort of love and affection from somebody.

I decided that I should really take my future in my own hands, you know? Like, I shouldn't wait around for some good guy to come up and ask me out for a cup of coffee or something. But at the same time, I wasn't going to ask someone out. I'm still too timid and shy. With that being said, I want to tell you about three of the newest guys in my life, starting with the less recent new guy to the most recent new guy.

1. Alex - Alex and I share the love of webcomics. And our love of indie rock music. And I may have mentioned that I think he is pretty cute and adorable (like when we went to the movies, he thanked me for buying him tickets since no one has ever done that for him). He is in high school and (I assume) very much unexperienced with gay life. Not that I'm experienced or anything, but I am more experienced than him. Anyway, I've been trying to hang out with him more but he's not really responding with much enthusiasum even if we still talk online via AIM.
2. Stephen - Although I want to call him "Steve". Anyway, I messaged him on Facebook because I thought he had a nice collection of favorite movies, books, and whatevers. We chatted on AIM once and I was a little put off by his lack of spelling. But that doesn't really matter. I like how he reads books in French and he's majoring in both French and Spanish. I love guys with a lot of language in them. And he's very interesting. I still have yet to meet him.
3. Colin - I actually just found out about him like ten minutes ago. I never check my gay.com profile. But today I did and I found one message for me. It was from Colin who thinks I am a chill guy and it would be awesome to see a movie at the Ritz or get a latte or something. He's an anthropology major, a senior. Of course, I facebook stalked him. He's a real person. I was afraid it was a fake thing, like some old guy pretending to be a young intellectual.
   

There's also Jordan (harvard guy) who wants to hook up with me. And David who says he's coming to Philadelphia in a few weeks and I should hang out with him. David is the guy who was hitting on me on AIM one time even though he has a boyfriend.

Too bad I'm too busy with work to find time to hang out with people. And have proper dates.