Of the right stuff.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007So lately I've been in a sort of weird half-awake half-dead kind of state of being. Sure, I'm here and I'm being social but at the same time, I'm not really here and being social. I'm kind of drifting through space completely aware of everything that is going around me but completely not caring about it. I guess its just everything at once, too much.
5 bad things.
1. ) The whole debacle with Common Ground's financial issues left me burned out on Common Ground and money. Running here and there, meetings with this person and that person. I just felt that I was spread so thin. And it doesn't help that the other officers in Common Ground are too busy doing their own thing to really pick up the slack. It was mostly Deanna and me running around doing things, pulling the last minute plea for money to Temple.
2. ) Then it was the whole people calling me to hang out. Saturday, mall. Sunday, mall. And Jason keeps calling randomly to hang out which I honestly cannot do much of because its always at the last minute and I keep feeling bad for it. But this is just a minor headache, seriously though, I'm kind of flattered.
3. ) Working. I need the money to pay off my applications but I also need the time to study. Where's the balance?
4. ) Getting home at a decent hour. I've been getting home later and later lately and I really don't like it. Sure, I get to hang out with Deanna more which is never a bad thing but at the same time, I want to be in my own bed and going to sleep earlier because I always have to get up at 6:30 in the morning to try to catch the train.
5. ) Organic Chemistry. From where I'm standing now, it looks pretty likely that I'll have to repeat Orgo II this summer or possibly in the fall. My grades are not that good and its all my fault. I can't even say its because the course is tough or anything. It's just because I've been slacking and have not kept up with the work. I can turn around now but in all honesty, I think its already too late. Now, I just have to decide whether or not to drop it or continue.
Everything at once, I do not need this.
5 good things.
1. ) Deanna
2. ) Food
3. ) The weather - it being the first day of spring, its all uphill from now on, right? The weather can only get better. Right, right?
4. ) National Day of Silence soon.
5. ) *fill in the blank* - because I can't.
5 bad things.
1. ) The whole debacle with Common Ground's financial issues left me burned out on Common Ground and money. Running here and there, meetings with this person and that person. I just felt that I was spread so thin. And it doesn't help that the other officers in Common Ground are too busy doing their own thing to really pick up the slack. It was mostly Deanna and me running around doing things, pulling the last minute plea for money to Temple.
2. ) Then it was the whole people calling me to hang out. Saturday, mall. Sunday, mall. And Jason keeps calling randomly to hang out which I honestly cannot do much of because its always at the last minute and I keep feeling bad for it. But this is just a minor headache, seriously though, I'm kind of flattered.
3. ) Working. I need the money to pay off my applications but I also need the time to study. Where's the balance?
4. ) Getting home at a decent hour. I've been getting home later and later lately and I really don't like it. Sure, I get to hang out with Deanna more which is never a bad thing but at the same time, I want to be in my own bed and going to sleep earlier because I always have to get up at 6:30 in the morning to try to catch the train.
5. ) Organic Chemistry. From where I'm standing now, it looks pretty likely that I'll have to repeat Orgo II this summer or possibly in the fall. My grades are not that good and its all my fault. I can't even say its because the course is tough or anything. It's just because I've been slacking and have not kept up with the work. I can turn around now but in all honesty, I think its already too late. Now, I just have to decide whether or not to drop it or continue.
Everything at once, I do not need this.
5 good things.
1. ) Deanna
2. ) Food
3. ) The weather - it being the first day of spring, its all uphill from now on, right? The weather can only get better. Right, right?
4. ) National Day of Silence soon.
5. ) *fill in the blank* - because I can't.
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