Today my father talked to me for the first time in a long time after finding out that I am indeed a homosexual. His tone was normal again. This was after I called my mother to ask her why that every time he called home he never spoke to me, only to my brothers. I am the one staying home helping out and looking after them. I deserve some respect.

My parents are in California with my aunt who is very very sick with cancer. When I spoke to my parents today I found out that my aunt has been on a morphine drip for about a week now. Now, I don't know if people know this or not, but when a person goes on a morphine drip, it usually is for comfort and not a cure. So, there's no turning back now. Just to have her be more comfortable until the time comes.

Chris came over today. We took a bath together. Then we played DDR and he showed me WoW. Yeah, we're that dorky. But I like having him over. I like spending time with him.

And I like to listen to the Beatles. Right now, I'm listening to Yesterday. Yeah, its a break up song. But I like the music, the lyrics, the meanings, I guess. Something.

Yesterday by The Beatles

Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why she
Had to go I don't know, she wouldn't say.
I said,
Something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away,
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm-mm.